Saturday, December 25, 2010

അവധിക്കാലം

ഒരുപാട് നാളുകള്‍ക്കു ശേഷം ഒരു പഴയ ദിവസം.
ഒരു നൊസ്റ്റാള്‍ജിയ എന്നൊക്കെ പറയാം.
അച്ഛന്‍ ജനിച്ചു വളര്‍ന്ന പഴയ ആ വീടിന്‍റെ  ഓര്‍മ്മകള്‍.
നടക്കുമ്പോള്‍ തല ഇടിക്കുന്ന കട്ടിളപ്പടി,
ആ അടുക്കളയില്‍ മാത്രം കിട്ടിയിട്ടുള്ള പുളിങ്കരിയുടെ രുചി, 
പുറത്തേക്കുള്ള വഴിയില്‍ പരവതാനി വിരിച്ചിരുന്ന പുളിയിലകള്‍,
പഞ്ചസാര  മണല്‍ നിറഞ്ഞ വെളുത്ത മുറ്റം,
ഒരുപാട് മരങ്ങളുള്ള പുരയിടം,
അവിടുത്തെ തണുപ്പ്,
എപ്പൊഴും മുഴങ്ങുന്ന കിളികളുടെ ശബ്ദം,
നടക്കുമ്പോള്‍ പുതഞ്ഞിറങ്ങുന്ന പച്ചമണ്ണ്,
മരങ്ങള്‍ക്ക് നടുവില്‍ ഒറ്റക്കുള്ള  സര്‍പ്പക്കാവ്,
കാവിനു ചുറ്റുമുള്ള ചെറിയ ചിതല്‍പുറ്റുകള്‍,
ഇതിനിടയില്‍ എവിടെയൊക്കെയോ  ചിതറിക്കിടക്കുന്ന









എന്‍റെ അവധിക്കാലങ്ങള്‍............

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

ഒരു മഴയാത്ര

ആഘോഷം വില്‍ക്കപ്പെടും 

കായലോളങ്ങള്‍

ഒരു ഒറ്റക്കൊമ്പന്‍റെ തലയെടുപ്പ് 

ആദ്യത്തെ അത്രയും പോര 

ശാന്തം 

മഴയും മഴക്കാരും പിന്നെ കായലും 

എന്താ....  ഭംഗി!!!!

Saturday, November 20, 2010

ലഹരികള്‍

ജീവിതത്തില്‍ ആഗ്രഹിച്ചിട്ടുള്ളതെല്ലാം  ഒരിക്കലല്ലെങ്കില്‍ മറ്റൊരിക്കല്‍ ഒരു തരം ലഹരിയായി തോന്നിയിരുന്നു........

ഇടത്തോട്ടും  വലത്തോട്ടും തലവെട്ടിക്കുകയും ഒടുവില്‍ ചിനച്ചുകൊണ്ട് ഒരുവശത്തേക്ക് മറിയുകയും ചെയ്യുമ്പോള്‍ കാല്മുട്ടുരയുന്ന വേദനക്കിടയിലും നിര്‍വൃതിയോടെ കേട്ടിരുന്നു, ഒരു കുഞ്ഞുസൈക്കിളിന്റെ ചക്രശ്വാസം‍.  സൈക്കിള്‍ ബാലന്‍സ് എന്ന  കുതിരയെ മെരുക്കി വരുതിയിലാക്കിയപ്പോളാണ് ആദ്യമായി ഒരു ലഹരിയുടെ ചൂരടിക്കുന്ന്നത്. . . പിന്നെയും എത്രയോ ലഹരികള്‍...... 

അമ്മാവന്‍ വീട്ടില്‍ മറന്നു വച്ച 555 ന്റെ വെളുത്ത പുകയിലും കൂട്ടുകാര്‍ക്കൊപ്പം  കറുത്ത മദ്യത്തിലും തുടങ്ങിയ ലഹരിയുടെ ആവേഗങ്ങള്‍ തുടര്‍ന്നത്  നിലാവിന് പിറ തീര്‍ക്കുന്ന മധുപാനമഹോത്സവങ്ങലില്‍  ആയിരുന്നു. നിറയുകയും ഒഴിയുകയും ചെയ്യുന്ന  ചഷകങ്ങള്‍  ഞങ്ങളോടൊപ്പം  ആനന്ദവും, വിരസതയും ചിലപ്പോളൊക്കെ  നൊമ്പരവും  പങ്കിട്ടു. 

പ്രണയവും സൌഹൃദവും ചെര്‍ന്നോഴുകിയിരുന്ന പുഴക്കുമുണ്ടായിരുന്നു ഒരു ലഹരി. പക്ഷെ മനസ്സിന്റെ ചൊല്പടിക്കു ഒരിക്കലും നില്‍കാത്ത തലച്ചോര്‍ അതിന്‍റെ വികാരങ്ങളെയും മാനിച്ചില്ല . അങ്ങനെ നീരൊഴുക്ക് വറ്റിയ പുഴയുടെ തീരത്തെ ഉണങ്ങിയ ചില്ലയായ് അത് മാറിപ്പോയി. ഇന്നും മനസ്സില്‍ ലഹരി നുരയുബോള്‍ ഒരു പുകയോ,ഒരിറക്ക് മദ്യമോ  അതിനായ് ഞാന്‍ കാത്തു  വെക്കുന്നു.തലച്ചോരിനോടുള്ള    മനസ്സിന്റെ പ്രതികാരം.....

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Loneliness

You are surrounded by a crowd and you still walk alone. Alienated from the world outside, you live in the cocoon of your solitude but you yearn for a heart that sings for you. Life without a friend and a loved one can be crushingly depressing and lonely. Don't let loneliness creep into your life. Open the gates of your heart and allow others to reach out to you. Soon a special someone may walk in….......& even if not, atleast you can cherish the self content that you were a reason to make some changes in this world, or at least some people, or at least yourself!

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

The rich THIRD WORLD COUNTRY

Even as one third of India's food reserves rot in the open, an internal note of the Food Corporation of India (FCI) warns of more waste saying there is a lack of adequate storage space.

The FCI's warning comes at a time when 168 lakh metric tonnes, which is almost one-third of India's food reserves, lies unprotected in the open. Despite full knowledge of the precarious condition of food grains, governments, both at the centre and in states, were unable to protect the country's precious food reserves.

A conservative estimate would put the cost of food grains currently lying unprotected at a staggering Rs 28,000 crore, enough to feed at least 2 crore people for over one year.

In India, the Food Corporation of India is responsible for storing the grain apart from procuring and distributing it. However, its total covered capacity is only 25 million tonnes - one third of the total stocks it currently holds.

What is shocking is that the Union Agriculture Minister Sharad Pawar doesn't sound very worried though he admits that the shortage of space is an issue.

"Sometimes, some things happen. I admit that we are short of storage space. Next year things will be better," says Pawar.

Over the last ten years the FCI did not have a long term food storage plan. When food reserves were low the FCI gave away storage space for 120 lakh metric tonnes. And when panic hit the ceiling, it began looking for storage space in November 2009.

It says the FCI is unable to moves stocks after procuring and that it is not easy to carry out fumigation, thus making preservation difficult.

The note also warns that the food grain stocks stored in the open in Punjab and Haryana may deteriorate.

At present, the FCI is bearing the brunt of criticism. However, the government and the Agriculture Ministry too cannot escape blame.

The apathy of the people and officials responsible for feeding millions may result in more losses in years to come.

The big question which needs to be answered is whether anyone would be held responsible for this seemingly criminal negligence.

It adds insult to injury when we realize that this happens in a country where 60% of people are under poverty lane, this happens in a country where hundreds of poor children in Bihar and Orissa are starving to death and this happens in a country where jobless people turning Murderers in UP just for food!!!!

Really this is our incredible India!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Why Men Are Just Happier People ?????????

Why Men Are Just Happier People


What do you expect from such simple creatures?

Your last name stays put.

The garage is all yours.

Wedding plans take care of themselves.

Chocolate is just another snack.

You can never be pregnant.

You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park.

You can wear NO T-shirt to a water park.

Car mechanics tell you the truth.

The world is your urinal.

You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky.

You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt.

Same work, more pay.

Wrinkles add character.

Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental -- $100.

People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them.

The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected.

New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet.

One mood -- all the time.

Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat.

You know stuff about tanks.

A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase.

You can open all your own jars.

You get extra credit for the slightest act of thoughtfulness.

If someone forgets to invite you, he or she can still be your friend.

Your underwear is $8.95 for a three-pack.

Three pairs of shoes are more than enough.

You almost never have strap problems in public.

You are unable to see wrinkles in your clothes.

Everything on your face stays its original color.

The same hairstyle lasts for years, maybe decades.

You only have to shave your face and neck.

You can play with toys all your life.

Your belly usually hides your big hips.

One wallet and one pair of shoes one color for all seasons.

You can wear shorts no matter how your legs look.

You can "do" your nails with a pocketknife.

You have freedom of choice concerning growing a mustache.

You can do Holiday shopping for 25 relatives on December 24 in 45

minutes.



No wonder men are happier!

Friday, April 23, 2010

Happiness .......may be just a phone call away!!

I answered a telephone call just now!!!!!!!!
From an old friend I'd not heard from for a long time.
'Hi,' she said.
'I just wanted to see how you're getting along.'

For suchlike reasons, our paths had simply not crossed for a protracted time.
It was good to talk with her. I wondered why we hadn't kept in touch better.
Toward the end of the conversation, she said,
'If you need me in any way, I'll be happy to help out.'
And she meant it!
-What if she doesn’t does not make a question! Let’s take things positively at least when they make us happy :-)

That call came at just the right time, as they so often do.
I needed those words of encouragement, a hug or a kiss on my forehead.
I hung up the phone feeling a satisfying lump of warmth in my chest.

And that day I re-learned something important about life:
Life is primarily about people, not plans and schedules,
Not to-do lists and a million tasks left undone -
it's about PEOPLE-who really matter!

To love and to know that we are loved is the greatest happiness of existence.
And happiness seems to be something that is in short supply for too many of us!
My friend reminded me that it is never enough just to love; we must also express it.What good are our affectionate feelings towards others if we don't find ways to let them know?

George William put it like this:
'Do not keep the alabaster box of your love and friendship
sealed up until your friends are dead.
Fill their lives with sweetness.
Speak approving, cheering words
While their ears can hear them and
While their hearts can be thrilled and made happier.

The kind things you mean to say when they are gone, say before they go.'

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Be Atheist, Theist or Agonist. But in any cause, Be a Humanist

Are you a believer in God or not? The answer for this does not seem easy even though the question remembers an Engineering Entrance objective question (obviously, which weren’t easier either!). Actually, many of us are not quite sure about the answer. Many one are born as an agonist, brought up as a theist and end up so. What is the real God? Does he exist? Does he command the entire world?
There are always a lot of questions which run through my mind when thought about this? Here goes my view on this aspect.

According to all religions God is there and he had incarnated into the human race to teach us the virtues and vice in human life. The teachings, ideas and deeds of those incarnated idols are the religious theologies of any religion. Depending on the cultural, environmental and social ethnicities; they assigned best of their habits to the Gods. This must have made Sreeraman a one woman husband or Krishna a supreme warrior. If you scrutinize you can see that all of the holy man-manifestations have been made in the culture of the specific geographical region from where the particular region has bloomed up. This is reflected in the nature, skills and even food habits of all such god embodiments.

The Truth: I am neither experienced nor informative enough to make a statement! But what counts here is my belief and here it goes. I am a perfect believer of god, but not the one the people refer to. I believe that the name ‘GOD’ refers to the power of all virtues spread over this world. Any of those virtues; be it love, sympathy or humanity. Any of them make us feel the existence of supreme power in any agony faced. When it comes to creation of this universe I go clueless. During that time, I almost fell into0 the rare classification of nagoists who believe that God had existed and he created the universe, but then the supreme power has disappeared. But as I know and I believe, I like to be a true humanist who wants to believe that the accumulative supreme power that created the universe has dispersed into ourselves as the humanitarian qualities which keep us humane and civilized. We need to be united with those qualities to make god appear or disappear to the needy and helpless. Does this make any sense that without “God” (the qualities I referred to)
human cannot exist as we will be no longer so. If our virtues are not cemented in ourselves then for sure, this land will go to dogs!

Sunday, March 28, 2010

First shot

WoW! That was a choice completely out of the blue! Being an “Arien” I was always eager in expressing ideas, thoughts and anything on anything at any state of affairs. My spirit pounds up and raise its hand whenever I get a chance to make a point. But, may be late March’s Neptune heart might not have taken its entire Piscean charm from me. The greed free, desire free, lazy fish is not at all willing to feed the spirits when it matters. Being a pisces crossed I just liked beers, potatoes, chesterfields, and games. But now I have got a call! I do not know whether this is the end of another beginning! But I am here, and I want to make my word now. And it means right now, right here! 

So I am on the wheels………..the ARIEN IN ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But the Arien is short-living without any support or attention. It is so incapable to fight without allies. So please lend me a hand :-)

with love,
Jay